face to face and heart to heart,
we're so close yet so far apart,
i close my eyes, i look away,
that's just because i'm not okay.
but i hold on, i stay strong,
wondering if we still belong.
will we ever say the words we're feeling?
reach down underneath and tear down all the walls.
will we ever have a happy ending?
or we will forever only be pretending?
how long do i fantasize,
make believe that it's still alive,
imagine that i am good enough,
and we can choose the ones we love.
keeping secrets safe,
every move we make,
seems like no one's letting go,
and it's sucha shame,
coz if you feel the same,
how am i suppose to know?
p/s ; sometimes be pretending is the best way i could do... how ashame could i be to myself? *sigh