It's My Birthday ;]

11/06/1992
"Your date of conception was on or about 19 September 1991 which was a Thursday.
  You were born on a Thursday
  under the astrological sign Gemini.
  Your Life path number is 11.

Your fortune cookie reads:
A good time to finish up old tasks.

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 3 & 6.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 9.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7.
The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2448784.5.
The golden number for 1992 is 17.
The epact number for 1992 is 25.
The year 1992 was a leap year.

Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/4/1992 and ending 1/22/1993.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Monkey.

Your Native American Zodiac sign is Elk; your plant is Mullein.

You were born in the Egyptian month of Mesore, the fourth month of the season of Shomu (Harvest).

Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 10 Sivan 5752.
Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 11 Sivan 5752.
The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.19.3.0 which is
12 baktun 18 katun 19 tun 3 uinal 0 kin
The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Thursday, 10 Dhi'l-Hijjih 1412 (1412-12-10).


As of 11 june 2011 10:27:33 AM
You are 19 years old.
You are 228 months old.
You are 991 weeks old.
You are 6,939 days old.
You are 166,546 hours old.
You are 9,992,787 minutes old.
You are 599,567,253 seconds old.
Your lucky day is Wednesday.
Your lucky number is 5.
Your ruling planet(s) is Mercury.
Your lucky dates are 5th, 14th, 23rd.
Your opposition sign is Sagittarious.
Your opposition number(s) is 3.Your birth flower is ROSE
  
Your birthstone is Alexandrite
The Mystical properties of Alexandrite

Alexandrite can assist one in centering the self, reinforcing self-esteem, and augmenting ones ability to experience joy.

Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)

Pearl, Moonstone, Opal

Your birth tree is

Hornbeam, the good taste Of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, tends to egoism, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads reasonable, disciplined life, looks for kindness, an emotional partner and acknowledgment, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with her feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.

p/s ; it's my LAST-TEEN birthday. OMG

Terasa Semakin Jauh Diri Ini dari-Nya :[

in about 19years of my life, mmg terlalu banyak nikmat n pemberian berharga yang diberi Yang Maha Esa kepada aku hambanya yang sangat lemah ini. Alhamdulillah.
i have a very perfect lovely mother n respected father yang dah mengajar aku macam macam pasal life ni and how to live with it in a simple but always be content. in the same time, when i used to be friends with the people that had lose their parents either in their young age or when they r about to grow up. besides that, i also used to see a broken marriage among parents of my own friends and i know that i could never truly understand how they are feeling from losing of two of the very n sooo important person in everybody's lives- mommy n daddy. and fer that i want to Thank Allah, bersyukur sangat dikurniakan both of my parents yang membuatkan hidup aku sangat sempurna selama ini. Alhamdulillah.
apabile melihat kehidupan seorang rakan yang menjadi anak tunggal and i know how he feels lonely especially bile die dah besar ni, well his parents apparently busy n he needs to find another support by looking for friends out there yang mane kadang kadang die akan berkawan dgn sesiape saje even 'the bad' one asal ade yang sudi,, yang mane selalunye 'the bad' friends yang die pilih tu akan drag n mempengaruhi hidup die ke arah negativity. and fer that i really want to say Thank You Allah for givin me such a great siblings to complete my life and that have been a very good friends of mine till now after.
at the moment when i see some of my friends yang mane boleh dikategorikan as 'not so good students', which is i am one of them,, x dapat melanjutkan pelajaran kemane mane coz xde peluang yang tibe. padahal mereka masih boleh berjaye jike diberi just one more chance. at that period, i realise that i really need to say Terima Kasih Allah kerana aku masih diberi peluang untuk terus menimba ilmu di uitm ini n untuk mengecapi kejayaan dalam hidup di dunia yang singkat ini dan insyaAllah jika diizinkan-Nya dapat berjaya juge di atas sane:]
banyak lagi pemberiaan dan kurniaan-Nya yang aku terima selama ini tetapi sering aku terlupa untuk mengucapkan syukur. sering jugak aku gunekan segala nikmat itu dengan sie sie and langsung xde rase menghargai.
recently, i got a super pointer for my first sem that i myself don't believe that i could ever reach that point, seriously. ofcourse ini semue dengan izin-Nya.
bile dipikirkan balik, aku memang selalu leka n lupe pada-Nya yang di atas- yang telah memberikan macam macam nikmat untuk aku rasai n untuk aku sempurnakan hidup ni. tapi,,, Dia xpernah lupe pada hamba-Nya yang jahil ini. layakkah aku??
ya Allah, terase semakin jauh aku padamu kerana sering lupe n lalai dengan nafsu sendiri. masih adakah ruang untuk diri yang hina ini ya Allah. terima kasih atas segala nikmat hidup yang engkau berikan padaku selama ini. alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah. terima kasih Ya Allah.

p/s ; entry ni adelah untuk peringatan diri aku sendiri ;]

The Road Not Taken ;)

CHOICES! terlalu byk choice yg mst kite buat dlm life ni kan. kadang kadang terlampau sukar untuk buat de rite decision smpaikan kite hanye jumpe jalan buntu. tapi insyaAllah kalau kite mintak pade yang atas, dapat lah petunjuk kan. as fer me, everytime i must comeout wif a decision and had to choose from choices that i have. absolutely aku akan tension tension and tension berfikir. nak buat pilihan bkn senang, takut if aku tersalah pilih je. aku akan kosongkan pikiran aku fer some minutes and pikir mane yang baek mane yang okay mane yang bagus, then ofcoz mintak petunjuk pade Nya.
i recently finished my lower six and i think dis is de end as i choose to quit form6. berhenti bukan bererti aku mengalah. just that i want to move on wif something more exciting. bukan bermakna form6 x seronok bagi aku, tapi rasenye aku x cukup kuat lg nak teruskan 2 more semester fer next year. keputusan dah dibuat n bukan aku senang senang je buat keputusan mcm ni. orang boleh cakap ape saje tapi yelah diorang hanye sekadar boleh bercakap cakap coz they r not in my shoes. so x ade orang yg akan betul betul paham kenape aku buat mcm ni. its okay. coz i dont realy care what people think about me. i know myself!
apepun aku x pernah rase menyesal sbb aku mmg beriye iye sgt nak masuk form6 dulu. ramai org cakap form6 susah, jangan pilih form6, nt nyesal, n so whatever. tp orang orang yg bercakap ni, diorg tu betul betul tau ke mcm mne susah nye form6 ni?? kalau kite x cube, kite x kan dapat alami sendiri kan susah atau senang dunie form6 ni. semuanye aku jadikan sebagai pengalaman. precious experiences ever coz x semue org dapat lalui benda yg same.
orang orang selalu cakap 'belajar biar sampai ke negera china'. hee. even hormon and virus virus malas sangat banyak dalam diri aku skrng ni, i'll makesure that i'll neva give up easily. as i've made my mind that form6 is not where i belong. then in 3weeks time from now, i'll pickin up and continue my journey to study and study. as i said quit form6 doesn't mean that i'll quit study. so, wait fer me uitm segamat. even rase berat hati nak tinggalkan my home sweet home, but this is what i should do fer my better future. i hope everything will move smoothly, hope will get new friends and great life there. ermm. yes. i can do it! haha, x pasal pasal kan. mommy daddy, ini first time kan one of your children dapat masuk u. yaa, aku x laa pandai mane pon. but i'll keep trying and usaha. i believe if we're not givin up to try, there must be some hope. as long as i remember HIM and stay away from everything that could ruin my life and myself. insyaAllah. mudah mudahan hidup aku dipermudahkan and diberkati yang Maha Esa. hee. amin